♥ 8 January 2019 ♥
♥ 6:05 AM Tuesday♥
In the ever-expanding light of the infinite now, there are no starts or stops. LOVE flows into every thing, and every one, everywhere, all at once, without hesitation. There is no past. There is no future. There is only this moment--an invitation to grow and expand our inner-everything through the miracle of All That Is.
Happy Present All.
Happy New Beginning LOVE.
I love and appreciate you all...with all that I AM.
Just as we LOVE and appreciate your beingness.
What messages of light do we need to expand, together, as one, now?
"Spiritual Abundance is the never-ending light of your inner world--the whole of your ever-evolving being. Embrace the miracle of the real you. Ascend into the endless depths of your heart to find true peace and true joy; everything awaits you in the nothingness." And this one: "Only when we are full of light do we recognize the path to abundance. Miracles await you on the open road; step into your heart to take Spirit's hand."
Every word speaks to abundance, opening message included. I love synchronicity.
Synchronicity is abundance in itself, LOVE. It is the universe opening its heart to us through the miracle of divine timing.
I've never looked at synchronicity that way before.
When you think about it, not with your mind but with your heart, what insights flow into your being?
I'm smiling now because this is a new door to walk through.
Come in. The door is open.
Thank you. When I see the word synchronicity, whether it is in my mind or on a piece of paper, it makes me happy because that is the flow of the universe--the divine dance orchestrated by Spirit that makes us aware of our interconnectedness with all things.
Yes. It is the ever-present rhythm of the oneness that flows from each thing to every other thing. And if we are aware of it, if we choose to meld with it--our rhythms become one and a new dance is born.
That is a lovely thought.
Synchronicity is when things click into place without us needing to force them into position.
It is a miracle.
It is a miracle when you show up unexpectedly at someone's home because you sense that they need a hug. And they say to you, "Oh my God, I was just thinking about you. How did you know?" It is a miracle when you are humming your favorite song, and turn on the radio, and that song just happens to be playing in that moment, a song that holds a message your heart is meant to hear. It is a miracle when you are wondering how something is going to happen--how your dream is going to come together when so many pieces appear to be missing, and then the phone rings. It's the perfect person--someone who can help you see that all the pieces are right in front of you. I love synchronicity.
Because you LOVE to dance.
I will dance to anything that has a good beat. I once danced to the beat of a ticking toaster oven timer. Thomas was with me. He saw me tapping my fingers on the kitchen counter while my bread was toasting, so he grabbed my hand and started to waltz with me. I'll never forget that moment. We laughed the entire time. I almost burned the toast.
Synchronicity is full of abundance, LOVE. We are in synch with the rhythm of the universe at all times--even when it does not appear that way; fear is what prevents us from feeling this ever-present rhythm. Any time we are in fear, we feel out of synch with everything, but the truth is, we are not. We are just in a state of not allowing; we are just forgetting to breathe. This is what makes us feel separate and apart from Spirit's life-giving breath--our forget-fullness. When we forget to breathe, we forget who we really are. When we forget who we really are, we forget that LOVE is all there is. This is when we start experiencing resistance--Spirit purposefully flowing us in a new direction to support our highest good. Unfortunately, in our light-challenged state, we see resistance as something negative--Spirit telling us "no." And we see "no" as the last word. And that word fills us with disappointment and dread because, now, all we can see is everything falling to pieces right in front of us.
The spirit of abundance is ever-present. It is not something we need to search for anywhere other than within our inner self. Even then, we do not have to search for it for long--as long as we find our breath. Our breath will take us to all the inner abundance we need in any given moment. And if we stay in our heart while we are consciously drawing one breath after another, we will eventually reach a higher place, a place of better understanding, a place where we can see things more clearly. The more deeply we breathe--the higher we take ourselves into our heart; the more positive we are, the better we are able to see the bigger picture.
Allowing is such a powerful thing. I never realized that until you invited me on this mind-bending, heart-expanding, soul-stretching journey. And it's such a simple thing.
Yes. It is simple, but it requires discipline.
That is something I needed to learn. I'm still learning. It doesn't come easily to me.
You have developed a way to honor the spirit of abundance, through self-discipline, by making the conscious choice to take better care of yourself on all levels. And the universe has given you an abundance of positive energy as a result.
I am so grateful. The strength training I do everyday is a carryover from the physical therapy I received as a result of the shoulder injury I had a couple of years ago. At the time, I could only raise my left arm so far. If I tried forcing it to go higher, I felt excruciating pain. The physical therapy helped me to re-discover my strength in more ways than one.
There were moments when you needed to remind yourself of your inner strength. What kept you going when things got challenging?
I'm smiling right now because I am picturing the gym in my mind. There were three posters in the room. Each one had an inspirational word incorporated into a beautiful, colorful design. I used the words as healing tools.
What were the words?
Courage, strength and believe. No matter where I was in that room, I always made sure that I was facing a poster. The word that was in front of me became my mantra for each session. As I was doing exercises to regain my strength, and expand my reach, I would focus on the word while silently chanting it in my mind.
How did this challenge enlighten you with regard to abundance?
I have the smallest shoulders in the universe, and I tend to carry the world on them. I have always been a caregiver. I have always had deep empathy for those who are suffering in one way or another. And I have always felt the weight of that to my core. Many times I have become ill from unknowingly taking on other peoples' stuff as if it were my own. When things got physical, when picking up the littlest things caused me great pain, I was forced to make some major changes.
Your inner abundance was being affected by carrying others' vibrations.
Deeply. I was experiencing lows that I hadn't had seen in years, sadness that wouldn't go away, no matter how hard I tried to dissolve it.
But that sadness led you more deeply into the light of Infinite Intelligence.
It did, eventually. I'm stubborn when it comes to seeking medical intervention. But the pain had become so bad that I had to get help.
What happened when you did?
A whole new world opened up for me. I met a group of physical therapists who were absolutely incredible. They loved their job and it showed in everything they did.
The physical therapy changed you.
It did. It changed me in ways beyond the physical. While the healing was happening, I was aware that other changes that were taking place within me at the same time. I was changing spiritually while I was changing physically. Each session invited me to open my heart a little more than the time before. I felt my soul stretching into new territory--willingly--without me kicking and screaming and wishing for the healing journey to be over. I celebrated all the things I was able to do, no matter how small they seemed. I saw each exercise as an exercise in ascension: climbing the tiny stairs on the wall with my fingers; raising a baton as if I was pretending to be a cheerleader; reaching for the ceiling while keeping both feet on the ground...I embraced every single stage of the experience, and the experience embraced me in return.
How did it change your life?
I do strength training almost every morning, like I said. It is a spiritual activity for me as much as a physical one, a way to release any vibrations I have unknowingly absorbed. I play music. I move my body to the sound of whatever happens to be playing on the radio, stretching my muscles as far as they will let me. It is a reminder for me to stay strong and be light at the same time. It is also an opportunity for me to consciously breathe with Spirit to expand my consciousness. Exercise is non-negotiable for me now. When I am not up to doing my strength training, I make sure to at least take a walk or dance or run up and down the stairs with my free-spirited cat...
So your physical therapy experience evolved into a spiritual healing session?
Have you experienced any other positive changes as a result of this new found passion?
Yes, I have. My channeling ability has expanded, and so has my awareness. I feel lighter than ever. I also have a much more energy than I did before. Abundance is a miraculous thing.
Yes. The more we embrace it, the more it embraces us. It is all a matter of opening our heart and our mind as far as we will allow.
It's a matter of allowing love.
Exactly. LOVE is abundance. LOVE is full of everything we need. We cannot deplete it, for it never stops growing and flowing in all directions at once. It flows to us and through us to touch the spirit of the one, and the spirit of the oneness, at the exact same time. The more we LOVE ourselves, the more LOVE we have to give to others. The more we LOVE the oneness of it all, the more LOVE the oneness flows back to us in return.
I can't stop smiling.
LOVE holds the spirit of abundance and that spirit is alive and well within us. We must hold it in our heart and allow it to heal us, as it extends our reach, lifting us higher and higher into the miracle of oneness consciousness, where our awareness of what is, continues to expand ...with every breath we take.
♥ 5 January 2019 ♥
♥ 7:07 AM Saturday ♥
Now is the most miraculous time because now is the present, and the present holds infinite gifts. Now is LOVE--our moment of truth.
Happy Present All.
Happy New Beginnings LOVE.
I love and appreciate you all..with all that I AM.
Just as we LOVE and appreciate you ALLways.
What transmission of light do we need to experience and expand now?
These are such powerful words, and I am feeling a connection to them all. The first message is as follows. "LOVE is the poem that needs no words--the song that needs no music--light dancing with itself." The second one reads: "Peace is the path of no resistance." I feel peaceful already. Thank you. And I am laughing inside because it took me three tries to get the date right. First, I wrote April, then December...How funny is that? You would think I would be having issues getting acclimated to the new year.
Time is immaterial, LOVE. So, no matter what you choose to write at the top of the page, it makes no difference in the grand scheme of things. April, December, January, July...2018, 2019, 2020...All is one, and one is all. LOVE is the time. LOVE is the date. LOVE is the season. And LOVE is our everyday greeting to one another.
I remember writing the first message. It came as a surprise because, at the time, I thought I had nothing to write about. I remember sitting here with you in silence, staring at a blank page, waiting for something to happen. Nothing was happening, so I wrote down these words: "I guess you'll have to do all the talking today because I have nothing to say." Fortunately, listening is how I learn. Listening is how I allow myself to expand my definition of reality.
Listening is how you allow yourself to get swept up into the nothingness of All That Is, which is where everything is.
The now is full of timeless miracles. Every miracle unfolds in good time--God's time. Setting a date to the end product of the manifestation process is laughable because we are not in control of when something begins and ends. We are not in control of the manifestation process at all. We are part of it. We are at one with the process. We are the miracle through which miracles manifest themselves. But time is irrelevant to the process as far as Spirit is concerned. Because miracles manifest in timeless space. This is how they grow. This is how they expand. This is how they transform themselves from seed to sapling to full grown tree. The process happens in the invisible realm of infinite possibilities--where there is nothing but creative space--room in which the miracle in the making can continually breathe new life into itself, through the light of Spirit and the guidance of Universal Intelligence.
Time is a man-made concept that orders our space. It breaks up our day into segments that do not really exist, for the benefit of who and what? How does the illusion of time enhance your quality of life? What would happen if you called a sunrise a sunset instead? What if night were day and day were night, and there was no such thing as an afternoon? In what ways would this affect you?
Well, as a writer, I guess I would have a hell of a lot of creative freedom. I could call things whatever I wanted to call them. I could make up new words.
You do that now.
So if you took time away completely, what would that do for your daily experience, as far as LOVE is concerned? Think about how you feel when time is unimportant--when you have nothing planned for the day--when you are free to do whatever your heart desires and be wherever you desire to be.
I don't even have to think about that one. I feel relaxed.
Exactly. Your mind relaxes. Your body relaxes. Your mood is good. You feel this overall sense of well-being because you are balanced on all levels. There is no pressure on you because of a time constraint. There is no tension in you because there is nothing that needs to be done. There is a feeling of peace and joy that naturally flows through our being when we take time off the table.
I never wear a watch.
Why do you think that is?
I used to think it was just laziness. But over the years I have realized that it is something more. Wearing a watch creates anxiety in me. It makes me feel rushed. It conjures the illusion that there is not enough time to do what I need to do. It messes with my mind. When I have appointments, I honor time. I have to. We all do. But when I am having a spiritual discussion with someone, and we are both flowing with the Divine--simultaneously melding with the limitless creative energies of the universe through the power of LOVE--time goes right out the window.
Because you are at one with the flow, and flow has no need for time. Time constricts. So when you stop worrying about time, what happens? How do you replace your concern for time with the daily affirmation that everything is happening on time and on schedule to support the highest good of all?
I remind myself that the universe operates according to divine timing. For instance, if a client needs to reschedule for a different time, I trust that it's for a good reason. Maybe they need to have more clarity with regard to a life challenge before we speak, or maybe they are not in the right place to receive spiritual guidance. If Thomas is late for school because he keeps silencing his alarm, maybe it's to prevent us from experiencing a problem on the road. I now see that there is a reason why things happen and don't happen--and it has nothing to do with the clock on the living room wall.
This leads us into the second message.
"Acceptance is the path to peace."
Yes. When we are in a state of complete acceptance, we understand, intuitively, if not consciously, that everything is happening according to the divine and perfect plan that lies beneath the surface of physical reality. This means that we accept delays as divine timing, and that we understand that any other disappointment we experience is also derived from the divine. LOVE is not in need of any thing. LOVE is whole and complete in itself. LOVE knows how to transform itself. LOVE knows no time but now. When we accept this, when we believe this, when we know this, life changes for the Good. Any time we bring LOVE to the illusion of time, we give ourselves the power to see truths that are otherwise hidden. We see , from the viewpoint of our heart, why things are going the way they are going. And because we are able to see the spiritual side of things, because we are looking at things through Spirit's eyes, the illusion of time expands.
Let's go back to a memory that taught you how to be playful with time.
I know which one you are referring to: the dinner party.
I was nervous because people were coming over for dinner, and although I had been cleaning the house all week, it needed a going over because the kids were being kids. I got up early to get things ready for the party because there was so much to do. I was so worried about how much time I had to work with that time started slipping by. An hour before everybody was expected to arrive, I started putting unnecessary pressure on myself. I was totally stressed out at that point, on the verge of having an anxiety attack, not exactly the state of mind one should be in when they are about to entertain guests. Anyway, I sat down for a second to catch my breath, and while I was breathing I heard these silent words: "Slow down, Robin. You have all the time in the world. Turn on the music, dance, and expect miracles to happen. "
I got up from my chair, turned on some jazz , turned up the lights and started to dance while I set the table. I moved my body slowly and deliberately while carefully placing the plates, the silverware and the napkins. The phone rang during my slow motion dance. It was one of my guests calling to let me know she was going to be a half hour late. Moments later, I received another call from the other guest. He was stuck in traffic and was running about a half hour behind. I was relieved that I would have some time to relax.
So you stretched time?
That sounds so funny to hear you say that but I know that the way I responded to the self-created time constraint is what changed my experience with time.
Exactly. You stayed present. You embraced the moment. You danced through the illusion of time and ended up with more time in the process. Do you see how we put pressure on ourselves by thinking about the time we think we do not have?
This is what causes us to feel disappointment when we are planning on something arriving at a certain time and it ends up arriving at a different time, or in a different way, or not at all.
Time is an illusion that shrinks and stretches according to how we respond to what is. If we place our trust in our circumstances by having faith in the divine order of things, even when things appear to be "out of order", we allow our reality to breathe new life into itself. LOVE is all time. LOVE is day and night and every moment in between. LOVE is always making more of itself, always moving forward, always transforming itself into something more. This is what our focus must be on, not time--not the "thing" that has no basis in fact and is, in fact, invisible to our eyes, but the reality of the universe that flows and grows, upward and onward, inward and outward, forward and sideward...without any need, without needing anything but the miracle of its ever-expanding self.
What were we talking about again?
We were talking about the miracle that happens when we realize that we are not in need of time--that when we open our heart to the universe, the universe follows our lead.
It really is a dance isn't it?
It really is.
We can choose to honor what is, trusting that everything is in divine and perfect order, no matter the time. Or, we can choose to believe that there is not enough time to manifest what we desire to manifest. The first option is our only option when it comes to living a life full of infinite possibilities where we can breathe our truth freely. The choice is ours.
I choose LOVE.
Shall we dance?
♥ 27 December 2018 ♥
♥ 6:32 AM Thursday ♥
Oneness is our real identity, the trueness of our being that encompasses the miracle of All That Is. Embrace it to its fullest, and it will flow you to new dimensions, as you experience the meaning of universal interconnectedness though the power of unconditional LOVE. For it takes One to KNOWONE.
Thank you so much, Everybody. I received the last line first thing this morning, the second I opened my eyes. Last night must have been a pretty wild ride. Of course, you will have to refresh my memory because I remember nothing.
As long as you remember KNOWONE, we are good.
Laughing. I LOVE and appreciate you all...with all that I AM.
Just as we LOVE and appreciate your oneness, LOVE.
What light transmission do I need to appreciate with you now? ( I'm opening "Spirit Unbound" here.) Wow. I have chills. These are passages that have never read me before.
Read them both. By the end of our session, they will mean something more.
OK...Here is the first message: "Change is good; you are in the process of healing your life. No matter how things look, remember that you are moving forward. Remind yourself that all is well." I'll give you the short version of the second one because there is a lot to it.
Write down the words you feel drawn to. Go where your heart takes you.
OK..."Every illusion we experience is Spirit in disguise; we must be fearless in order to see the truth that lies behind the veil..." I can barely write right now, and I have no idea why.
KNOWONE. The energy of that word is flowing freely throughout your being, even though you have no conscious memory of it. For it speaks to universal knowing. It comes from a place of total awareness of what is--All That Is, in its smallest and grandest forms. It is the realization that LOVE is.
It takes One to KNOWONE.
When I wrote down those words this morning, so I wouldn't forget them, I combined the last two for some reason. I know there are no mistakes or accidents. And I also know that there was plenty of room on the page to separate the words. But, I didn't. Why?
There is no such thing as separation, LOVE. If you look at any thing, you can find a connection to it, but you must be in the right place in order for that to happen. Rather, you must place yourself in your heart in order to allow yourself to allow. Allow... Do you feel the flow of that word as it is guiding your pen across this page?
Yes, so much so that I am not even forming letters properly or creating space between words...which is why my handwriting is practically illegible these days. Honestly, when I go back to read what we have written together, I pretty much have to go by feel because it looks like a foreign language. A handwriting expert would have a hay day trying to decipher it.
There is deep meaning in everything, LOVE. Interconnectedness is the ever-present truth of the universe which means that all things are operating under this law. Law sounds like a very logical word, and it may seem out of place here, but please bear with us. We have a point.
You always do. I am listening.
Everything in the universe is one thing. In an individual sense, our bodies are comprised of a series of things--systems if you will--that operate under Divine Intelligence. If you look closely at the systems of the body, you will see that they are full of wisdom and that each one is its own entity. But it doesn't stop there. Each system in the body works with every other system in the body. And each bodily system works in synch with the divine body of the universe. If you look at the world, what do you see?
I see healing happening.
Do you? Or do you see one big mess that is so enormous that you don't know which corner of the room to start cleaning first?
I see opportunities for transformation. I see love behind the storms, the personal ones, the weather-related ones, the political ones...
You are aware of the bigger picture, so that is where your mind goes. Your eyes see the light side of things because your heart is now centered in your mind.
Laughing. One might say that I have lost my mind at this point.
Yes. And that would be the highest compliment because it would mean that you are consciously creating your reality from the position of absolute limitlessness.
I'll take the compliment. Thank you.
Healing is happening in everything and everyone, everywhere. But we have to go deeply into our heart in order to see this truth. Because at the surface, it does not always look that way. Just as the human body is in perfect order, no matter its condition, so is the body of the world and the body of all worlds...for all is one. Healing is the natural process through which we allow LOVE to make more of itself. The more we open our heart to LOVE, the more LOVE we see. Our focus must be on healing at all times, no matter the appearance of any thing's physicalness. We are going to get personal with you now.
Go for it. I'm an open book.
Remember when you had a skin condition?
Vividly. Rosacea. I consciously avoided mirrors whenever possible during that time.
There was Divine Intelligence in that disorder. And that was the beauty of it. Eventually, you allowed yourself to see that.
What did it look like?
A butterfly--an enormous butterfly in varying shades of bright pink and deep red.
And as you see that butterfly in your mind's eye now, what does it symbolize?
You healed the disorder yourself.
Because you realized it was an inside job.
Yes, once I let go of my ego.
And how did you heal yourself, LOVE?
It wasn't easy for me to do, but I made myself look in the mirror so I could see healthy skin, even if it was only the size of a dime. I kept focusing on what I wanted to see, rather than what I saw.
What happened when you started to believe that you were healing?
All hell broke loose. My face looked terrible. Things got worse.
How did you get through that?
I had my moments. There were days I didn't want to leave my house because I was so self-conscious. But, after a while, I felt something starting to shift within me. I stopped worrying about how I looked and started to get curious about what I had let get under my skin. I knew that there was more to this disorder than what I could see at the surface. And I wanted to get to the core of that meaning, so I did whatever I needed to do to expand my awareness.
And you focused on healing at the same time.
Yes. I would look into the mirror and say to myself, "Robin, I know things look really bad right now, but you are healing. I would also do creative visualization whenever I could. I envisioned myself standing beneath a waterfall, ice cold water splashing against my face.
When you stepped into the healing process, how did that make you feel?
Calm. Loved. I felt this outpouring of unconditional everything that was based in the power of acceptance. The more I accepted myself "as is", the more I was able to accept my situation. Don't get me wrong, though. I never liked it. But I learned not to hate it.
By loving away the fear--by loving myself through the stages of healing and transformation.
It was the inner work that transformed your outer reality. Once you started to LOVE yourself, exactly as you were, you were able to relax into the healing process and feel at one with the flow of Universal Intelligence.
Yes. That's how everything started changing for the good. My awareness shifted and expanded when I started loving myself, no matter what.
Exactly. You were open, ready and willing to understand your circumstances from a higher position, even though you were in a great deal of emotional pain at the time.
Yes. I knew that there was much more to it than what my eyes could see. I knew that I needed to express all the old, painful emotions I had unknowingly buried deep within me, all the old stuff that was preventing me from living my truth and realizing my dreams. I needed to remove the self-made mask that, simultaneously, concealed and revealed the truth. The healing process happened little by little over a period of many, many years.
The mask fell away to reveal your true identity, once you were able to release the fears that had created it.
Yes. And every fear I had was based in the mistaken belief that I was not good enough.
While you were in the process of healing your face, you started changing your life.
Yes. I recognized that the two were connected, that in order for my life to heal I needed to face the truth. Looking back now, it is so easy to see the transformation process clearly. Then, not so much.
Awareness is what gives us the wherewithal to expand our experience of oneness. The more aware we are, the more oneness we see. The less aware we are, the more aloneness we experience.
That is how I felt while I was experiencing this disorder without any awareness: alone.
It takes One to KNOWONE.
Transformation is happening to us all, in all ways, as we are in the process of laying down our masks to be our authentic selves. The temporary ugliness of upheaval and unrest is now slowly and deliberately giving rise to true beauty, as truth in all its goodness and greatness is coming to the surface of physical reality to make itself known. LOVE is continually making more of itself, even though it may sometimes appear otherwise. No matter how things look at the surface, miracles are unfolding beneath the ever-changing face of what is. This is all we need to remember. You are healing. We are healing. The world is healing, as the universe within and around us is expanding its wholeness and holiness to support the highest good of all. I AM that I AM. WE are that WE ARE...for we are One.
It takes One to KNOWONE.
♥ 17 December 2018 ♥
♥ 6:09 AM Monday ♥
Miracles are flowing into your being, into your wholeness—into your inner-outer universe—making positive changes throughout your entirety. Embrace these changes, for the healing spirit of transformation is flowing through them. And this healing vibration, that is flowing through these changes, is also flowing through you, for you are at one with the spirit of all things. Celebrate your truth as the universe celebrates itself, for Good things are right in front of you.
Thank you so much, everybody. I love and appreciate you all...with all that I AM.
Just as we LOVE and appreciate your total Allness.
What light code messages are we transmitting and expanding now?
Breathe slowly and deeply as you allow LOVE to guide you to your answer.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh...BIG transformational chills. I love when that happens. One of the messages is about fully embracing the gift of our new beginning---celebrating the entire journey, including all the bumps in the road, while we are in the process of finding our new path. The other one is about dissolving our self-created illusions by shining our inner light on what is. These are pretty big messages, everybody.
Yes. They hold layers and layers of meaning for anyone who is experiencing transformation to the nth degree—that would include every single one of us.
YES....It's possible to get so caught up in the details of “getting there” that we lose sight of the bigger picture, thinking we are lost.
Because we try to make sense of the things that make no sense with the limitations of the logical/rational mind.
I have never thought about it that way until now.
Awareness is a miraculous thing, Dear One. Those of us who are aware of the manifestation process as it is unfolding itself, feel comfortable not needing to know the details of the divine and perfect plan. Unawareness offers us the opposite experience.
I have been in both places, as you know. I would choose awareness over unawareness any time.
Sometimes we are not aware that we are in a place of unawareness, Dear Heart. During those times, it is very difficult to trust the miracle manifestation process because we have lost faith in the divine order of things. When we lose faith in the power of LOVE, we lose our self-confidence because our inner compass is nowhere to be found--or so we think. Believing in ourselves during this highly important transformational time is key to experiencing forward movement in all respects. If we lose sight of who we really are, we cast our inner shadow on the bigger picture as well. We must remember that our inner and outer world are inextricably linked as one. If we do not believe in ourselves, if we forget our true identity, we are saying to the universe, "I do not trust you to take me to where I desire to go. I have no faith in the divine and perfect plan you have designed for me. I do not believe that you know the way to the realization of my dreams."
This is a very small, fear-full space to be in, a place full of unanswered questions that keep multiplying for as long as we perpetuate the self-created darkness.
So what is the answer, then? How do we pull ourselves out of this dark world we have unknowingly created so that we can see the light-filled path that will lead us to the realization of our dreams?
Your answer lies in your question, LOVE. You allow yourself to dream. Dreaming is an act of creativity. It is magical and miraculous as it brings us to a place of positive and infinite possibilities. It is a childlike state of being that invites us to set miracles in motion--through the power of believing. This is our new starting place, where our free spirit can come out to play...where we are free to be our inner child and our Highest Self, at the same time.
You just reminded me of something miraculous that happened yesterday. This may sound totally and completely unrelated to the conversation we are now having, and to the messages that have chosen me for now as well, but I feel a deep connection with all of it.
Go on, LOVE.
I have this beautiful shirt. It's gold and soft and I love how it feels next to my skin. I discovered a little hole it it, near the breast pocket. At first, I was just going to sew the tiny opening closed. But something stopped me from stopping there.
Yes. That's exactly what it was. I have very few memories of my childhood, as you know. The mind is a powerful thing, and apparently, my mind used its power to protect me from remembering and reliving past events I would rather forget. But a memory managed to find me yesterday while I was holding this shirt in my hands, a memory sparked by a conversation I had had with my mom about a week before. For some reason we were talking about how much fun it is to be creative. My mom reminded me of a pair of jeans I had owned as a teenager. Rather than leaving gaping holes in the pant legs, I decided to patch them. And on top of those patches I decided to embroider colorful and intricate designs. I had forgotten all of that until my mom brought it up. I envy my mother's memory. She can recall every detail of her past with such clarity. For the most part, when I look back, all I can see is one big blur. Anyway, back to my miracle.
As I was holding this shirt, for no apparent reason, a very clear memory slowly surfaced from the depths of my mind. I saw myself as a young girl. I was with my grandmother, "Nina". And we were at Woolworths picking out what would be my first embroidery hoop. In my hands were skeins of embroidery thread, the brightest, most beautiful colors I had ever seen. Nina told me to decide which colors I wanted, but I couldn't make a decision because one skein was as beautiful as the next. I was thrilled when she said I could have them all.
When we arrived at her house, she sat down with me and taught me all kinds of stitches. Hours went by while I practiced, without being aware of the time. I was so caught up in the magic, then, that I am now wondering if I was in an altered state of consciousness, a different dimension.
Yesterday, I felt my grandmother's presence while I was reliving this precious memory. As I threaded my needle, not knowing what I was going to create, and wondering if I could even remember how to do the stitches properly, I felt her spirit touching mine in a way that defies description. In that moment I felt guided to turn on the radio for inspiration, so I plugged it in and set the dial to the classical music station. I gasped the second I recognized the song that was playing because I had shared that piece on Facebook the day before, having no idea why. As I sat there listening to this healing music, I remembered it was one of the pieces my grandmother had introduced me to when I was little--Vivaldi's "Four Seasons." In fact, it was one of the songs I used to dance to, in the middle of her living room, with a colorful scarf draped over my head.
At first I couldn't remember how to do any of the stitches. But as I tuned into my grandmother's spirit, memories started floating back. Then, my hand started moving and my needle started to push its way through the fabric. And, before I knew it, the little hole in the breast pocket had completely disappeared. Now, in its place, was a flower that looked as if it was dancing in the wind, multi-colored seeds exploding from its center in all directions.
It was such a magical experience, being creative without knowing where I was going to end up, feeling comforted by the transformation process and at one with it at the same time. I love experiencing the joy of giving my imagination full reign, letting go of the reins and giving Spirit creative license.
And you had the opportunity to visit with your beloved grandmother.
Yes, Spirit blessed me with a miracle.
Creativity is where you would to go to heal your "broken" spirit—how you began to mend the so-called holes in your wholeness and holiness.
It was my favorite place to be, then. It still is.
We are all on a magical and miraculous healing journey, Dear One, and we have all come so far from where we used to be. At the same time, we must remember that our inner child...the highest creative aspect of our being, still lives and breathes deep within, and still needs to be comforted, nurtured and fed.. For it is this divine aspect of ourselves that creates new ideas, new plans and, ultimately, new worlds.
That is where my memory transported me, to a new beginning, the beginning of a new world.
Your grandmother gave you a priceless spiritual gift, Dear One. She inspired you to be creative. She encouraged you to believe in yourself. She helped you to remember what we all need to remember...who we really are.
♥ 1 December 2018 ♥
♥ 6:45 AM Saturday ♥
Divine truths flow from our heart when we place no effort on receiving them, for they are LOVE, as is everything else in the infinite oneness. Have no frustration. Have no doubt. Have no fear, and they will re-appear as new--right before your eyes.
Thank you so much, everybody. What messages of light do we need to expand together now?
Open the book.
"The key to our well-being lies in our belief that the door to abundance is always open."...And this one: "When we look at life through Spirit's eyes, LOVE is all we see." (Spirit Unbound)
Yes, LOVE, Divine guidance always find us at the perfect time, and in a perfect way.
I haven't heard those words in a long time.
There is no need to hear them when you live them.
I try my best.
Interesting choice of words, Dear One. If you focus on the word "try", and hold its energy in your heart, how does it make you feel?
Exactly. This is why we ask you to let go of all doubt when we are channeling truths together. This is the only way to flow divine healing energy back and forth and through and through. This is the only way to allow Infinite Intelligence to flow freely through your heart-mind--by being at one with the vibration you are allowing.
That makes sense. Back to the messages that have chosen me today...I feel the connection between the two.
Wow, I wrote "God" instead of "Good". I do that a lot lately.
There is no separation between the two words, for the energy is the same. Goodliness is Godliness.
It is interesting to me that when I write with you in this context--as a student with my teachers--I can listen and learn. I can hear your voices clearly, as if you are physically present. Yet, when I tried to learn things in school, I wasn't present most of the time. My mind wandered. My heart was somewhere else. I wasn't in the same room as my teacher.
You were in a circumstance that challenged your ability to retain information in any sense.
Yes, I was. My eye was always on the clock, not because I wanted school to end, but because I was afraid of what would happen to me when it did.
Bullying was an ever-present thought in the back of my mind--not so much the physical aspect of it, not the pain I would incur as a result of being held down against my will while I was kicked and beaten and all those other things in between, but the verbal one, the part that I could keep saying to myself silently, over and over again, until I had it memorized. I have no idea why I just went to that memory. I don't usually go there.
You were citing an incident where you felt learning-challenged.
There is no challenge here.
None at all. I feel the flow of your light and that allows me to hear your silent voices. I am so grateful to be able to hear all of you. That wasn't always the case.
Actually, it was, LOVE. You have always been able to hear us. You just haven't always had the awareness that you have now. We have been speaking with you ever since you have been you and even before then.
All I know is that when I was little I believed that real magic existed and that there was much more to truth than what appeared to be real.
You have always believed in real magic, LOVE.
Yes. How does this relate to the messages I received through the book at the beginning of our healing session?
True abundance lies in the invisible realms of your depthfull heart. When you channel truths with us, that is what you are tapping into--this energy that just keeps expanding itself for as long as you lend it your breath. You garner new truths all the time by allowing the truths you know to flow. Those truths are full of dimensions and those dimensions are full of meaning.
True abundance is the open door. True abundance is the space that flows seamlessly from our inner-outer world to all worlds. The universe just keeps expanding as we keep breathing, for the world within us and the world around us are one and the same.
"The key to our well-being lies in our belief that the door to abundance is always open."
Yesterday I had a challenge, channeling. I can't even write the word "channeling" right now without having to correct myself.
Which is interesting, LOVE, because channeling and challenging are polar opposites. You cannot have these two energies in the same space. If you feel challenged while you are channeling, you are defeating the purpose of channeling in the first place.
Easy for you to say.
Openness and ease is what channeling is. If you are not in a state of total openness, if you are at all tightened up on any level of being, you will not have the capacity to flow divine truths. You must be the energy you desire to see. You see?
I see. All I know is that I keep...
Yes. I am laughing now because this is so true. The more I tried to channel, the more tired I became. And after having spent an entire day trying to get your message on paper, I ended up "accidentally" erasing it. My computer wouldn't save what I had written. I lost every single word. And, then, I got the message I was meant to get...that I was the reason that channeling had become challenging.
I wasn't upset, just disappointed, because I had been to this place many times before. I remember when we were writing Spirit Unbound together, how my computer screen would suddenly go black whenever I tried to interpret what I didn't fully understand. And, then, if I persisted on trying to figure things out, my computer would overheat and shut down. As a result, I ended up losing pages and pages of material, on purpose.
Let's look at the second message that chose you.
"When we look at life through Spirit's eyes, LOVE is all we see."
What do you see?
A LOVE lesson.
You are learning.
I am learning.
♥ 30 November 2018 ♥
♥ 5:19 AM Friday ♥
Happy Present All.
Happy Gift LOVE.
"LOVE sets things right, no matter how unbalanced they may appear. Be heart-centered so that you may know the joy of truth--the truth of your being and the Truth of all beings that flows to the rhythm of All That Is. Take your right-full place alongside Spirit, and you will have the power to see the Good, in all ways."
Thank you so much, everyone. I LOVE and appreciate you all, with all that I AM.
Just as we LOVE and appreciate your Allness, Dear One.
What prevents us from seeing the Good in things?
Judgment. Judgment is what trips us up, every time. The moment we place limitations on LOVE, we end up in fear...and fear cannot see two feet in front of itself because it blind to the truth.
That is a good way to see it.
No wonder I have stumbled so many times. No wonder we all do. We trip ourselves up, like you said.
From where we are standing, there is no such thing as a rule or regulation. LOVE flows. LOVE grows. LOVE evolves. LOVE heals. There is only LOVE to contend with because as far as light is concerned, that is the only law of the universe. Anything that isn't light, isn't real--it has no basis in truth--no real foundation. Nothing can grow from it because nothing can flow from it. So the moment we start judging what is, knowingly or unknowingly, whatever the case may be, we cloud our otherwise perfect inner vision. We start seeing something where there is nothing. Then, we start believing in the thing we have created because it seems real to us--when it is really just a product of our over-active imagination.
If you make the conscious choice to see things from the perspective of oneness, you are aware of your interconnectedness with All That Is. There is no exception to this "rule"--this law that governs the universe in all ways. All is one, and one is all. All you need to do to make yourself aware of this truth is to breathe. Breathing is such a simple, mindless thing. But when we take in the breath of Spirit, it is everything. It is how we feel our connection to all things. The more deeply we breathe, the more peacefull we make ourselves. And from the stance of peacefullness, we are able to see reality as it truly is--layered with LOVE and full of meaning--no matter what angle we choose to view it from, and no matter how we choose to see it. Breathing is the spiritual activity that allows us to set miracles in motion. It is how we see true beauty in things--how we make the best of things.
If we hold our breath for any amount of time, we do not allow LOVE to circulate throughout our entire being. Think about what happens when you hold your breath, Dear One. How do you feel, and what do you see?
I feel anxious and nervous and unsure of things. And I see darkness in varying degrees, darkness where there is usually light. Then, I see imaginary monsters in the darkness. Sometimes, my mind goes into overdrive and I drive myself into a panic.
Because I forget I am experiencing an illusion.
Exactly. We all do it to a certain degree. We are all one. Those of us who succumb to fear easily are highly sensitive to energies. Some of us have this awareness, but many of us do not.
I remember you telling me to breathe the entire time we were writing the book together. I had a nickname for "Spirit Unbound", you know..."Breathe, breathe, breathe..."
That is all ascension really is, LOVE--breathing. You know it. We know it. Everyone knows it. But when we are in a state where we cannot see, and everything seems as though it is closing in on us, it is impossible to remember the truth. And when we are unable to access our spiritual memory, LOVE flows out the window as fear creeps into every room in our house--our sanctuary--our heart. We must make sure that we safeguard ourselves against this kind of "thing", otherwise we will end up moving farther and farther away from our only true reality--LOVE.
How do we remind ourselves and one another to be in LOVE and to stay out of fear?
There are so many ways, Dear One. We can do it with words when we feel ourselves veering in an uncomfortable direction; your body will tighten up when you are experiencing any form of fear, be it anxiety, impatience, frustration, resentment, anger...the whole nine yards. You can come up with a mantra to recite in your mind or out loud, if the situation allows it. Something as simple as saying, "peace" or "all is well" or "only LOVE is real" is enough to bring you back to reality. You can draw peace signs or look at a beautiful picture that brings you to a state of peacefullness. You can sing a song that calms your soul and soothes your spirit. The possibilities are endless, LOVE.
As far as reminding others to be peaceful, let your heart guide you to ways that feel right and good. You may want to put your hand on someone's shoulder if you sense that they are anxious. Peace can also be transmitted through a hug or an outstretched hand. If you find yourself in a heated conversation with a friend or loved one, you have many options to turn things around. You can say nothing and allow healing energy to flow into the empty space. You can lovingly change the subject. You can quietly walk away.... Again, let your heart guide you to loving solutions. LOVE is healing energy, after all.
I forgot what message we opened our healing session with.
Your mind may have forgotten, but your heart remembers, LOVE.
I remember now. It is about losing our mind in a sense, isn't it?
Yes. It isn't about going crazy, as you would call it on your end of the universe. Rather, it is about letting the mind fall into the heart center where it can be transformed through the power of LOVE--allowing the energy of the heart to flow into our thoughts to positively change everything.
Here it is, on page 154.
"If you are using your left brain, you are not in your right mind. LOVE is not logical or rational; it believes in impossible dreams. LOVE is not intimidated by an illusion; it knows the difference between a truth and a lie.
The mind thinks that there is such a thing as a limitation. The heart does not believe in nonsense; it knows better than to always trust the mind."
I stood on the balcony facing the mist, watching the sheer curtain dancing with the wind. I was by myself, but I knew that I wasn't alone. There was a presence with me. I couldn't see it, but I could feel it—healing energy in the background of whatever I was experiencing. Was it a dream? Was I imagining things? Was I in a place I had been before but, for some reason, couldn't remember? It didn't really matter in that moment. All I cared about was this curtain suspended in mid-air that appeared to be attached to nothing. The way it moved fascinated me; I couldn't take my eyes off it.
Directly in front of me was a cluster of buildings. I could see them through the curtain if I squinted hard enough. At least, that's what they looked like from where I stood--buildings. God only knows what they really were. And they kept changing colors. Pink, purple, blue, green, orange...every time the wind changed direction, the curtain revealed a new reality. What is real and what isn't? That was the question that kept flowing to the surface of my mind during this surreal experience. One moment I was looking at buildings. Then, the wind would suddenly kick up, moving the curtain in a way that had me questioning what I was really seeing. What was the truth? Sometimes the buildings looked real. But there were also times when they seemed to be subjects in a watercolor painting, colors dripping into other colors to form new colors and new shapes.
I find it interesting that this happened in 2012 and I can still remember every single detail of it vividly. These days, I forget the reason why I walked into another room.
Back to my story. Suddenly, as if I was in a movie, everything changed. The wind blew harder, the light intensified, and the buildings disappeared. Then, just as suddenly, everything faded to black. I closed my eyes and opened them again, wondering where I really was, wondering if I was really back in my bed.
When did my journal become my healing center? I'm not sure. All I know is that one day I was writing about my life. The next, my life was writing about me. It was a gradual change, a miracle that unfolded over the course of many, many years. Somehow, an ordinary coffee-stained notebook transformed itself into "The School for Higher Learning." And a pen became a magic wand that could turn light into words.
My morning ritual is a silent conversation that sounds like this:
♥ 16 November 2018 ♥
♥ 6:12 AM Friday ♥
Happy Present All.
Happy Gift Love.
I LOVE and appreciate you all, with all that I AM.
Just as we LOVE your Allness, Dear One.
"What message of light do we need to expand together now?"
"LOVE asks for nothing other than our total openness. This is how we experience its fullness--by allowing ourselves to allow."
So, Dear One, what allows us to be in LOVE with the present?"
Total gratitude for what is.
Yes. Gratitude for the light. Gratitude for the so-called darkness. Gratitude for the spirit of transformation that is flowing freely through the never-ending now. It is by being appreciative that we allow our heart and our mind to keep opening. Appreciation is how we make more of things. Focusing on what we have, and celebrating its sacredness, is how we start seeing LOVE where we were never able to see it before.
Everything is sacred, as far as Spirit is concerned. Everything is a gift. Everything is a blessing. Everything is a miracle. But, in order to see that, we must be that. We must bring all our miracles to light by allowing them to surface from our inner depths to the forefront of physical "reality." And, then, we must invite our light to shine by filling ourselves with gratitude--true gratitude--not a fleeting emotional response to having what we have, and then going about our daily busyness as if we had never had that awareness. What we are speaking of is the deep gratitude one feels by being totally open to LOVE all the time--open to its fullness--open to its ever-changing presence in the grand scheme of things--open to the ever-healing and ever-present spirit of transformation.
True gratitude arises from our inner-knowing that there is no such thing as separation--no such thing as being away and apart from real abundance. If we have LOVE, we have everything. If we have everything, we are not in need of anything. If we are not in need of anything because we have everything, we are in a place of true peace and true joy.
This is what LOVE gives us--all the everythings that live and breathe in the never-ending nothingness--all the things we could ever pray for and all the miracles we could never imagine. It's all here. It's all here for the taking and the giving. It never ends. It never ceases to flow itself into the now in one way or another, and in all ways at once.
Be grateful for all the things that are inviting you to stretch your soul and expand your mind as you fully open your heart to the miracle of what is. Embrace each illusion with LOVE, even though you may not like it--even though you may not be be able to understand why it is here and what it is here for and what it is supposed to do for you. LOVE every thing. LOVE the sun. LOVE the rain. LOVE the sky that isn't sure what color it wants to be. LOVE the light. LOVE the darkness. LOVE each thing as much as every other thing; LOVE each gift as much as every other gift. LOVE each moment, no matter what it looks like at the surface, knowing that true beauty lies deep within.
I am grateful for all that I am and for all that I have. I am grateful for this opportunity to experience LOVE, once again, for the very first time. I am so grateful to be alive.
When we fill our heart with gratitude, we fill our mind with the spirit of transformation. We give ourselves the power to leave the confines of logic and reason to travel through timeless space and spaceless time--to re-discover all the invisible realms our soul knows by heart. We give ourselves the gift of "more than enough" by consciously choosing to celebrate each thing we are given--each blessing, each gift and each miracle. At the same time, we say to the darkness," I know you are holding gifts for me--blessings that I have yet to see--and I can now accept these gifts with grace, not needing to know what they are. Gratitude is the LOVE that tames the imaginary monster, for we do not want to slay the dragon. We want to make peace with him. We want to LOVE him unconditionally as he reveals his secrets to us, so that we may walk through the fire and rise like the phoenix to experience the miracle of another day...free from the imaginary things that once lived on our wings...free from the make-believe chains that once held us down, rendering us powerless."
First of all, welcome, and thank you so much for joining me here. Please make yourself at home. Do whatever you need to do to feel comfortable. My blog is your blog. I truly mean that. We are all in this together.
What exactly is this, anyway? My Guides, The Silent Voices That Speak as One, would tell us that THIS is our transformation of transformations, a time for healing, growing and evolving, both as individuals and as one collective consciousness. From where I am standing, I can tell you that this has been the most mind-bending, soul-stretching, heart-expanding... time of my life. I can also say that it has been a miraculous one.
That isn't a typo. I didn't make a mistake. You read that right. Miraculous is the word.
We are all experiencing change to the nth degree as the universe is turning our lives inside out and upside down on purpose. Profound healing is happening within and around us, despite how things may appear. Positive possibilities are transforming into realities as miracles are unfolding in the mayhem. Why now? Because more and more of us are remembering who we really are and why we are really here. Because more and more of us are using our inner power to make a positive difference in our inner/outer world. Because more and more of us are celebrating the power of love.
Writing this blog is my way of celebrating the new beginning we have been praying for. Let the celebration begin.